so long den i blog again.

i will definately try to blog this time round. As i have internet at home already. So well... not much of excuse, of not blogging. unless i am really busy with my work.

But now... hmm... i am really quite busy with my work. Supposely, i have a script to memorise for my presentation on this coming wednesday... but this colleague of mine, is still rushing the script out. Though i really pity on him, as he really have a lots of things on hand, but I really had to rush him, as i don't think i can memorise that super long script about our company profile... and i am getting nervous as, i will have to present to the whole sales team and my sales director... which is so shit lor...

and moreover, i am going out on tml night, which is .... i think i only left with tonight to memorise... but anyway... hai.. no matter what... i have to memorise that stupid script by tonight.





hai~

that stupid feeling had suddenly crept out of my mind today...

the feeling of jealousy had suddenly overwhelmed me, and i felt like a green monster...

well.... i got to admit that, my "what if" though had come out again.

why. why. why.

why everybody is upgrading themselves, and felt so satisfied with their life.?

i don't think i felt satisfied with my life. i also noticed that, i complaint my life more than anything else. why. can't i just stop my mouth for a while. and think, how good is my life. and stop myself from comparing to others.

i really like to compare myself with others. but of course not in a evil way. but it just a slient comparision.



i want so much so much things in my life, that i can't measure... therefore i used 'much' instead of 'many'... and i have problem facing my own, economic.... there are so many demand, but so little supply... i really felt this way some times.



i just don't get satisfied with what i have. in terms of . happiness, education, and job satisfaction.

nevermind... just hope this is my last entry on being a green monster.



The next entry will be happier...

hopefully...