Wednesday, October 17, 2007
today is not a good day for me. i can feel that the sky is having the same feeling as me. the sky has been crying lately. i hope i can cry like the rain. cause it has been a long time since i cry again. how i wish to pour out all the unhappiness i have. and use those sticky roll to stick out all the unwanted feelings.
the company had reply me and say no. So. it really broke my heart. felt rejected by my loves one.
i am really tired and i don't like to be like this. because the fact is. there is job out there! and is because I DON'T LIKE THEM. so i cannot blame others but me. because i choose to find the job i LIKE. and by doing that. ppl will really think that u are very chosey and why until now u still can't find a job. is because I LANDED MYSELF IN THIS SITUATION. and i really hate myself for keep having this kind of thinking.
not only that.
yes. i really got rejected by a real person. in fact. i know it coming. i just wish that there were more of it. but anyway. I am not SAD. BUT I AM NOT HAPPY either. but it is good in the way, at least i am out that thingy. at least i am not the one that say it. so if to regret. its not me.
i just hate it. when ppl say. all i do, IS FOR UR SAKE. " think for my sake". DID I put big poster out there, saying I NO BRAINS. PLS THINK FOR ME. NO! so . stop saying all those BULLSHIT! .
i am just ... angry. angry with everything. not really in good mood. cause i really feel. i almost hit rockbottom. ALMOST. almost.
cause if i really did hit it. i won't be at here writing this ANGRY post.
-when are you
coming back? ;
...WISHES
...ENTERTAINMENT
