Wednesday, September 19, 2007
i am so sick of love problem.
love love love. something that make u fly to cloud nine and the next min to hell.
love is so complicated. because u know why.
because we as human being. are trying ways and mean to be good to ourselves. but when ppl fall into this trap thingy called "relationship" which equal to = i become we.
u are no longer urself anymore. u are "we".
u have to sometimes force urself to do things that u don't like. hmm... maybe for those inlove ppl out there. "force" may sound to be a harsh word to say. well. then let me say "compromise" instead.
i don't know. the more i am in this trapy thingy... the more i dislike it...
i hate it when i have to please, that e other "i" to be happy, when i am unhappy.
i hate to have hopes on him, when he bound to make me disappointed.
i hate that he is so inconsiderate of my feelings, when i am so concern about his.
i hate that, he got my love for him so easily, when i feel that i have to earn for his.
i hate it when he thinks that i know nothing except playing, when i already have him involved in my future plan. this shows that i do know what i want to do. not only playing.
and when i actually told him, the above feelings.... he hang up on me.
so.. conclusion is. i give up.
this is what i said to him, mins ago.
-when are you
coming back? ;
...WISHES
...ENTERTAINMENT
