Still Waiting

...PROFILE

Princess : Grace Ng aka Enny
Age : 21
D.O.B : 12th August 1986

...WISHES

To be Happy always!!
To be Contented
To be Nice!!

...MY MOOD

Grace Currently feels

...ENTERTAINMENT

ICE ANGEL
XIAXUE
SASSYJAN
BLINKYMUMMY
DAWNYANG

...DARLINKS

XIAOLING
EILEEN
LI XUAN
TCSSPMJ

...ARCHIVES

...TAGBOARD

...MUSIC

...CREDITS

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Friday, August 3, 2007

yup yup.
i know. i been trying to blog as always as possible. But as those people that know my characters, is that, they know i am lazy. ha!
but i'm trying. seriously.

hmm. quite a few things happened. but so sadly. yes. i cannot say it out loudly or boldly.
after what had happened. i did think what he say about me. me being too taking every single things too seriously, that i don't even know when is he joking or is he really meaning what he say.
another thing about me that i found out was, i keep giving people the feeling of not telling everything that i really mean. it that really what you all think about me? being taking things too seriously and does not share about most of my actually feelings?

well... i don't know. but well, for one thing that i know. he is not the first person that say such things about me.

i really hope to go clubbing recently. not because of anybody, but to enjoy it. hmm.. cause it had really been a long time since i go clubbing again. i know xl will loves to go with me, so is kelly and Eileen. but i am so sorry guys, i can't at the moment. i must persever. hmm is it spell this way?

but anyway, recently, i been trying to keep my mood happy and be glad of what i have. and taking august too. trying hard not to blame anybody about anything.
been spending my time on harry potter. i am so happy to read finish but at the same time was sad that, there is nothing to go on too. i mean no more further more of the Potters' story.
So. i start to watch his movie again. haha. lucky for me marc got all until the recent movie.

hai~ i don't know what to do for tomorrow. don't know to go for the chalet and fight with him. or just don't go and go back to take care of august. but i know, that my primary school friends will all be curious why i came back, and are all waiting for me to explain. but well. i don't really wish to explain anything. but thought that if my present will be around on this coming chalet. i though things will be easier. but marc don't see it that way. and i am really having problems of explaining it to him. really having difficulties on my part.

hmm, i also need to find time to go out with my secondary school friends. it have been nearly a month since i seen them. and i felt so so bad not going out with them.
and not to say bad things about them. but they are the kind of, really see into actions, but not words.
well, different people, act differently.

all those wrong feelings inside me. hope they disappear quickly.

-when are you coming back? ;