Saturday, August 18, 2007
i just had a gathering with my group of secondary old school pals.
yup. went for steamboat and some catching up news sharing.
hmm. is not that i am not close to my secondary school fren, is just hmm.... i can't be myself if i am with them, there are some thing i can't just say, they will think different. but i know they want me to be myself. but if i be myself, i can't take some of their character. so ....
is just character clash. haha. but anyway, is not a big deal, is not like i hate them or what. but friends are friends. they are always the group of people that help me to analyse and care about me most.
Anyway, i was wonder is it because some people went to the wrong path and people see them in different light.
people sees them as a grave mistake and should not be given a chance to redeem anymore. this sound serious. but it is. People always say, "oh ya, i always support you". but deep inside they always have doubt on you.
now i understand why the ex con, think that the society look at them at a different light.
because it is true. mistake are always remember and not forget. forgiven but not forgotten.
i always ask my mom why, is it whenever i quarrel with my all boyfriend, no matter is it now or last time, i am always the one that cry so hard and frequent. my mom just reply me, because i take the relationship seriously.
i realised that, is not i always stress easily. but the fact is because i always take all small things seriously. i know life is short, why take all things seriously. but the fact is, life is short. why can't we just make our best for everything.
whatever things we do, we should always do until our best, so is my relationship.
but this does not seem to be the view of everybody.
everybody though that i am weak instead of strong.
sometimes, i always think that life is so unfair to me.
why is no one being through what i being, and stand out to say that, being me is not easy at all.
who is to judge me that i am weak?
-when are you
coming back? ;
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