Wednesday, August 29, 2007
ya, i am a person, who is always asking more in everykind of relationship. BGR, Friendship and even kinship.
i always asking and asking for more.
asking them to understand me, loves me, be there for me. is always me me me.
i can't help it.
this is me.
the though of letting go and stop asking for more is hard.
it really feel like i am sorry for myself. because. if i don't ask for more, that means it is unfair for me. because i am a person who will throw myself into someone who i am in love with. i will love the person so much that i will lose myself in it. i will wear so so so many mask, just to make the person happy. because once he is happy. i am happy.
that is why, my mind and heart cannot be one. haha...
mind is the logical. telling me to ask for more.
heart is the emotion. loving someone with all my heart.
i must tell myself. give me some time. i won't let Mr. M be another wall anymore. because if i really can't break through the wall, i will simply walk it through by the side.
the only thing i need is determination.
yes. i agreed with you. love is simple. because all i asked is happy.
as long as, when i am sad, encourage me.
when it is raining, send me a sms asking, did i manage to run e rain?
when i am bored, cheer me up by sending me some stupid jokes
when i am about to sleep, give me lots of night kisses and sweet dreams
when i am down, take an ugly pic of urself and send to me and say " i am uglier, happy?"
-when are you
coming back? ;