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Princess : Grace Ng aka Enny
Age : 21
D.O.B : 12th August 1986

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To be Happy always!!
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To be Nice!!

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

is already 21th August already~
Time past real fast when you are busy, but real slow when i am doing nothing. haha.

In a relationship, can love and pride co-exit together?
For example. if a couple quarrel, usually, for most cases. the ladies will prefer the guys to apology even if it is not their mistake. hmm. maybe that is the extreme cases. okok. eh.
not to apology but to be the first one who will cool down and say" hey, let talk about it".
From this situation, we can see that the guy will have to let down their pride first in order to make peace. or is it really love ?

but usually it is not the case for me. no matter is it love or pride. i lose on both end on Mr. M.
Because, he will used the ultimate solution to get out of this sticky situation which is keep quiet. Yesterday, the argurement that we had was not a very big issue. i can see his point of view, and i acknowledge it. but that does not mean that i have to do according to what he say. I also have my point of view. the main point of why i am angry over the quarrel that we had was because i am the one who is always putting down my pride, my anger, my unreasonable temper, my uncontrollable emotion!. just to speak nicely to him and find out why is he still angry when we have already settle our problem.
i have already put down all the "typical unreasonable girlfriend behaviour" just to be reasonable. this is so so so irony. and the main point is he don't get it. and now. he had the "most uncommon unreasonable boyfriend behaviour". what is going on?
is it because too good to your bf become bad for yourself? than what is love?
Anyway, i am not angry or mad at myself nor him.
i just found myself having disappointment and hack care behaviour now for Mr.M. this is just a temp remedy for me.
i always remember my econs lecturer once say," if you treat your man like a diamond, they will treat you like shit. so if you treat your man like shit. they will treat you like diamond. "

i always find myself landed in this kind of situation where, i find that my lightbulb is on, but not Mr. M. so his is off. and when i finally decide to off my lightbulb. Expectedly. his lightbulb is on because he realised his mistake. but me on the other end will be off,because i am unhappy. and will definately take advantage of his good. and he will become unhappy of my unreasonable behaviour and his bulb will be off again. so mine will be on again. hai~ confusing and tiring.

so the only solution to get out of this circle is to on ur bulb the whole time. but thinking of that, wouldn't it abit unfair to urself?

hmm.... so how?

Love is not selfish, not unreasonable, not taken for granted, trust in each other and loving each other unconditionally. if both party do their part and understand Love. by than, i will be out of this circle.

but by when?
haha....i also don't know. me no love expert
:p

-when are you coming back? ;