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Princess : Grace Ng aka Enny
Age : 21
D.O.B : 12th August 1986

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To be Happy always!!
To be Contented
To be Nice!!

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

I am sad. ya. sad or what can i describe about how i am feeling now?
i am felt that my heart is so heavy that i can feel the weight on my neck.
maybe it is not sad, but trouble.

I can do nothing to help my dog. this is how i feel. ya, maybe ppl may think that it is just a dog, why should it let you affect ur feeling so much. but the fact is, i have so much to worry about. it is not why i am worrying about my dog, but i am worrying for myself. i am going to fly away from this sunny island soon. but the thing is, i have not do what i wanted to do before i leave.
I wanted to open a 21st birthday cum farewell party. i wanted to invite all my relatives, my primary school friends; "secondary boys and girls"; "poly groupmates"; church friends and well ya, and some "special friend-s". From young until now, i have not open any bday party b4. i have nv actually "be a star of the day" that i really want to be. i always wish that my 21st bday party would be fabulous and i will receive lots of wonderful gift so that i can have that satisfy smile on my face.

but now.. its not until that sad that i have no celebration at all. but it is all individual. but that is not the main problem yet.

the main problem is i am financial really broke. and August had to be taken care by me. because mom always think that, marc bought for me, so I am the owner. So I have to be responsible for him. Is not that i am blaming August. i mean no one wish that such things happened to any dog. ya. i have to update his condition. which is : he can't move now, he can only lie on the cushion. someone must feed him food, cause he can't move to eat by himself, so is everything. everything include: eating, pass urine and motion and also must keep observation on him, because i also have to think if the surrounding is it too cold or too hot for him. have to take serious care, because he cannot move.
well. i can't type long. cause he just cry. don't know why... he really seem very unconfortable and he show signal that he wish to turn around. infact it is really heartbreaking to see him like dat...
why must he become like that.
is really not that i am blaming him. is just that i have so many things to do now and wish to have as many gathering as possible. but i am broke and my stupid bf is not really very understanding. ya. great.

breath. PUSH.

-when are you coming back? ;