Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Someone told me this, after i have a coversation that does not speak about my bf for more than 5 sentence.
dont you feel that
you bf treats you very nice
but its just the feeling
u know being together with him makes you feel save
but its just that its not the life you want
it feels bored
but its a road that you can trust on
well....
i just wrote,
you r right.
but you are the opposite.
-when are you
coming back? ;
i am just getting boring.
its not that i dun have things to do, but i do.
its just... simply... lazy.
yes. you are right. i am lazy....
just do finish quite a lot of stupid and funny test. and upload some of the result to share with my frens.
hey, u all should try it out. is fun.
-when are you
coming back? ;
| You Should Drive a Porsche |
Flashy and a bit of a show off, you can't help but love a car that shouts your high status. |
| You Are a Normal Girl |
You are 50% Good and 50% Bad
Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.
But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl. |
| You Are Fairly Skeptical |
You're not the type of person who will fall for anything...
But you do keep your mind open to all sorts of possibilities.
You figure that anything could be true. After all, the world is a strange place.
However, you're going to need some convincing before you can believe in aliens or reincarnation! |
| You Are 40% Extrovert, 60% Introvert |
You're a bit outgoing, a bit reserved
Like most people, you enjoy being social
But you also value the time you have alone
You have struck a good balance! |
| Your Five Factor Personality Profile |
Extroversion:
You have high extroversion.
You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends.
You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation.
Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!"
Conscientiousness:
You have medium conscientiousness.
You're generally good at balancing work and play.
When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.
But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is medium.
You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.
But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.
You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue. |
| You Should Go to Grad School |
Grad school definitely isn't for everyone, but it looks like it's for you.
You have a pretty good idea of what you want to study - and how it will further your career.
So go ahead and go for it! You're ready to be a PhD. |
| You Are 64% Addicted to Love |
Might as well face it, you're very addicted to love.
But you're not really getting the deep love you seek.
Short lived, dramatic relationships are more your style.
Let go of needing someone, and you may find someone you actually want. |
| You Are 73% Perfectionist |
You are a true perfectionist. You are both demanding of yourself and others.
While it's great to have goals and standards, they don't need to be sky high! |
| Men See You As Choosy |
Men notice you light years before you notice them
You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky
You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter
It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait |
-when are you
coming back? ;
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
well... my childhood fren is getting married!
but then... i don't think i could able to attend it.. hai cause i will be going to study...
hmm.. i really thinking how i wish to defer my studies, but i scare once i defer, i will find it hard to go again.
there are so many things to consider...
but ya, studies is always not wasted and its always worth it.
but i just don't wan to lose out everything just because of my studies... my relationship, my childhood fren, and i am most probably going to move house at the next year first quarter of the year... HDB had send the letter already..
hai~ me and my crazy mood swing. just because of that,.. i called someone, which i should not call... and now i must eat my own action...
stupid me~
-when are you
coming back? ;
Monday, May 28, 2007
i think i am telling myself not to stress out. but try to stay on it!
the time is running out...
There are so many programme going on...
they even have a planner for you to tick which programme to go.
example, before O week, Orientation day 1-5 and lastly after O week....
I will try to go early as possible. and try to attend those important session before O week....
but there is another thing that i am worry about, is IT... i really hate it when it comes about internet connection... you having ur own problem with the laptop, etc...
and i know that my bf is not going over with me... and now only confirm would be my mom and uncle. which i think they also dun knoe much about laptop..
i really feel like, i am dragging myself to know all this knowledge, because if i dun help myself, no one will...
God, please help me to take things easy but not slowly. Let your will be done and not mine. If i really meant to go this sem, than may You help me along the way. If not, please please help me to accept your decision.
hai~~~
why no fren is going with me...
i just have to keep going. under pressure.
-when are you
coming back? ;
Sunday, May 27, 2007
he. again. make my feelings go up and down.
i need a lolli now.
i need a drink now. really now.
i find that 'love' is like a drug.
when you know that the guy is not the one that u really want, or he is a bad person. Yet you will still find yourself so hard to resist him. Once again you forgive, and allow him into a deeper level of love. and the next moment you find that he hurt you again.
but this time is different from the first time. because it hurt more then the last time.
and i realised one thing.
The longer you hold on, the harder that you find it to break away with. and the most suffering thing is, you don't know yourself anymore...
your own opinion is no longer important. he is.
your time is no longer precious. he is.
your should have no stress. only he has.
you should be happy always. only he can flare up whenever he wish.
i do not wish to admit my own scoreboard in relationship, which i think it is always going on a circle. sometimes, they are so powerful that it can make you think that, maybe the only problem here, is not them. but you...
-when are you
coming back? ;
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Yesterday was fun.
I went to my fren house, xl..~~ haha.
we finally have the chance to borrow her brother car, and i decide to go for a spin. haha... she is my first fren to sit the car i drove. hai~
too bad my other 2 best fren can't join... can't of miss out the fun...
so we drove from jurong east to this stupid whatever reservior and it took us about 30min because my this xl... dunnoe how to read the map?~! neither is me... wahhah...
and when we came back... it only took us like 10min. it is so near lor....
but anyway, it was fun.
;p
-when are you
coming back? ;
I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!!
-when are you
coming back? ;
Thursday, May 3, 2007
well...
today is da first day of bloggging...
i though of blogging long time ago, but was quite lazy to do it. but finally today had the chance to. hmm.. still not very sure how should i do it. and where to find nice template for my blog.
i intend to start blogging cause, i wanted to write down, what had went by.
i had read this up from some where, where they use, the only benefit of writting down instead of saying, is because, you can take it out, and read it again.
it is something that is there already.
hmm.. today until here. cause i'm still looking around. how to do this blogging thingy. haha.
-when are you
coming back? ;
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