Thursday, October 23, 2008
wah...
it had been real some time since i last blog.
today i went to eat outback with wendy and eleanor. it have been some time, since i last saw them.
it was a great outing, though the timing is short. but it is worthwhile.
we went to outback, had alice spring chicken, which is super nice with bacon and cheese ontop of the chicken. nice~
follow by super chocolately cake at bakerzin and complete with a nice cold mocha. but the weather is already quite cold.
hahaa
had nice catching up session, while wendy talk about how good her mooncake sales was, in goodwoodpark.
i think, i have fall in love with abba song, after i watch mamamia.
i keep listening to their song. just love it all.~
i went to cut my hair too.~
saw ade new hair look, it really temp me so much that i also cut bangs too.!
hahaa...
but it is not really straight across, but my hairstylist cut it abit arch feeling. so ok la.
though i think, sometimes i look abit nerd nerd with my new hair look!
hmm... trying to set up face book leh...
kinda hard..
still waiting for the hotmail confirmation email....zzzzz
okok
that all for now:)
-when are you
coming back? ;
Thursday, September 11, 2008
went to his house downstair and realised that his car is not around.
called him several times.. but never pick up.
i send him an email to say what i wanted to say...
and i guess that it. .
that is my closure..
-when are you
coming back? ;
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
i always though that, when 2 alike people are together and all seem to real to be good... it always turn out to be bad...
i'm tired that.. why am i always so affected by relationship...
looking back at my blog... i felt so embrassed... because... it is just the previous entry that i wrote, how ok is my relationship with Mr. X.
but now. just the next entry... i am complaining about it..
the thing that i like about him, and the similar character that i compliment about.. is what i hate now...
why?why?
am i going to let relationship bother my whole life...
is not that i have high expectation...
i just wanted to be happy.. without going through hardship.
i felt more disappointment, when you know that, you actually did put in effort.. but in the end, you still can't get the kind of unconditional love and happiness that you are looking for...
of course.. my life still have other stuff.
my work, is definately taking up a lot of time... i am so tired everytime after a roadshow.. and looking at those part timer... i just find that, they are sometimes just too much. when u treat them too good... i think mankind are like that.. when you treat them good.. they will treat you the opposite... crazy...
have been driving for long hours and repeated route that sometimes, i know i am on auto mode when i am driving. i know that is dangerous. but sometimes, when you are too tired and you just wish that you reach home soon... you will step harder on the accelerator and the next thing you know, the buildings beside you are flying~
i NEED and WANT to go clubbing... but i know that, part of me, are too tired to go. after a whole long 12 to 13 hours of work. there is only one thing in your mind, which is... REST. but i really want to go clubbing.... i need to have fun!
i think i can say that, i am also seeking for happiness. and if i can't seek happiness from Mr.X.
i need to go places or meet people to meet my happiness quota.
if not,... i will really... be very PEK CHEY.
PEOPLE... Friends!
i miss you guys.... hai~ i know. you all did ask me out... but beecause i need to accompany Mr.X and also i have limited time also... so ya. i have rejected you guys a couple of times... sorry for that.. However... i will still try to plan time for you all...
Church.. i miss going to church.
i know. i know. i have ask my boss b4, but now the period is not in my favour to ask again.. have to push back again. hopefully, i can make it on this sunday... as sat is my sister wedding...
family...
my temper had become quite bad.. but i am trying to control. and sometimes i realised that, i treat friends even better then my own family member.. oh no...
hai~!
got to change~!
well... this is for all.. at the time being i guess..
i just wanted to be happy in my relationship.
why is it so hard, for him to accept for who i really am..
i just miss him... papi.
-when are you
coming back? ;
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
as you all have known that i have once again... step into a new relationship.
i told myself not to compare, because afterall it is a different person and each of us is unique in our way. so probably, this relationship has its own unique style.. but deep inside you and i know, sometimes, we will still compare a bit.. unknowingly..
but i'm glad that things are quite ok and trying my best not to have any expectation.. things are ok, in terms of, Mr. X will talk about things that he is unhappy about. his character is so similar like mine.. sometimes, he will really read my mind without me saying it... i think maybe his reading of other people body languages is exceptional higher then other people? or do we really have exceptional high chemistry then any other couple??
maybe just so happened that we just click.
no reason for it..
it just so happened..
-when are you
coming back? ;
Monday, August 11, 2008
if things were to be more simple and when our basic need is all what we needed...
maybe we will not get to see the ugly side of mankind..
if things were to be more simple..
choices might be easier to chose...
decision might be easier to make...
if things were to be more simple...
life might have more joy and laughter...
if things were to be more simple..
i love you might be easier to say...
-when are you
coming back? ;
Friday, July 4, 2008
just got my pay for my new job.
hmm.. ok la. so so. haha
wanted to buy contact lens today. but it is not fun at all. i have the money to buy. but the service is bad. i am so disappointed with the service for both optical shop that i went to.
so in the end, i nv buy any. hai~
met up with yvonne, pat and li xuan. eat at this restaurant called, blue. something. can't rememeber. the food was good. but i just dun like the ambience, i just find that its a bit squeeze and it just lack of some curtain. but i can say that, their service was good.
quite look forward to next week, as Mr. X has the same off day as me. so happy. This is because, well.. my off day is usually on the week day and it is not consective off days. so it is really 很巧合
though i find that, our character and thinking do clashes, but i just like to stick with him for the whole day. or is it, because i am bored, so any guy that can accompany me, then i will stick on to them??
Mr. M and me is really on a straight line now.
i understand what Patricia is thinking. but well...
I dunnoe if there is really no problem between me and Mr. M or it is really purely, I am the problem itself...
the truth is ... i also don't know...
humans are so complicated...
how i wish i have more courage to be myself...
-when are you
coming back? ;
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
stop worrying. start living. laugh often.
glad that you called. though i thought you called at the wrong time. never did i expect that it, was you who made my day bright. with laughter and bring me away from my trouble thoughts..
had a rough first week of my new job. but, i am not giving up. whereas, i want to continue and prove to my manager that he nv hire the wrong person. and of course, to earn experience and mentally growth too.
do not wish to complaint more. i guess i complaint more than enough...
i try, i gave my all. and when i am down, you are not the person i run to.
why?
why all good things come to an end?
laugh often, grace..
-when are you
coming back? ;
...WISHES
...ENTERTAINMENT
